How The Name Jayden and Bii Came About

So 자기야 has officially adopted the name Jayden and even changed it on Facebook. Friends and buddies who have known him for centuries were quite surprised and kept on makin fun of him with comments like, "Who is Jayden?" "Hi, Mr. Jayden" etc hahaha.

Well the name Jayden was suggested by me coz the names that 자기야 came out with sucks hahaha. Truth to be told, I had always wanted to name my son Jayden. Err since three or four years ago. Kiasu max haha. So I told 자기야 how he had stolen his own son's name lol. Or rather how gracious of me to gift him my son's name lolol.

And no, it wasn't because of the Hong Kong TVB drama 'Triumph In The Skies II' in which Julian Cheung Chi Lam's character's name was Jayden Koo like how everyone 자기야 knows has assumed. Chi Lam is much more cuter kay. Hahaha. I have loved him since I watched my first drama of him at the age of 10! Louis Koo acted in the show too, before he was charcoalfied and he had long hair back then. I still remembered how the girlfriends and I used to debate in the school canteen over who is more handsome haha. Those were the days.

Now that 자기야 has unabashedly stolen my son's name, I've come to love the name Julian hahaha. I actually googled for 'Unique Baby Boys Name' wtf. And again, no, not because of Chi Lam even though I do hope that he will grow up as cute as him. That dimples *drool*

Before I got together with 자기야, i.e when we were at the ambiguous stage, we tried callin each other typical endearments such as dear and sweetie. I've always loved my other half to call me baby but somehow 자기야 did not :/ He did call me BB though but I don't like the look of it haha. Then I decided to come up with one that sounds the same but looks nicer lol. And that's how Bii came about. After using it for some time, 자기야 told me that there's a Korean singer with the same name. I m totally not a K-pop fan but the nickname has since stuck with us.

자기야 recently started callin me cutie pie and I called him naughty boy coz sometimes he really annoys me to the max haha.

Love my naughty boy!

Till then, x!

From Friend to Stranger

I m currently feelin a lil upset now. I wish I can find out what happened to my friendship with you but I just cannot seem to fathom the gap now, nor can I understand the difference in our relationship right now.

It has since been for four years that we are friends, so why only now we notice the differences? Is it then considered irreconcilable? Is it because of me gettin attached? I still remembered when you said he's not good enough for me. You judged before you even tried to understand. I was so pissed back then but I let it go. Then again, I was in and out of relationships the entire four years we are friends. So that cannot be the reason already right?

So is it then because of your chosen lifestyle? That differ from mine and all traditional views? I m not sure what to think anymore. If it was not because of your hypocrisy, we might still be able to save this. We might still be able to go back to the past. Though not entirely the same but at least, we can still maintain the closeness.

If only you have been honest from the start.

If only.

Imma Be A Liger

I have always prided myself on being a Leo. For Leo is the lion and lion to me is fierce, confident, dignified and strong. And that's exactly what I aimed to be and still aiming to be.

Back in my younger years, I used to read those daily horoscopes religiously. Everyday when I flipped open the newspapers, I would dived straight into the horoscope section. Word by word I absorbed them thoroughly into my mind. And then I stopped. Just like that. Not sure why though, but my vague memory of it gently reminds me that it was because of my religion.

And then there are the Chinese zodiac signs, in which I would be automatically glued to the Channel 8 countdown programme on Chinese New Year Eve for the yearly predictions. I was always waitin to see if I got 桃花运 not. Lol. Those were the naive and innocent and single years.

Surprisingly or rather not, I was born in the year of Tiger. So I am known as a Leo Tiger or Liger (lion+tiger geddit?) as I affectionately named myself. As though being born under one fire sign is not prideful enough, therefore I considered myself lucky to be born under TWO. It's not that easy you know?

I m so strong-headed and stubborn that I sometimes piss people around me so much I drive them to the wall. I love testing patience and creatin dramas when there are clearly none in the first place. Only after the drama has been created and volcano has erupted then I'll be satisfied. Omgdness, soundin like a psycho now. But this is exactly what I read on certain websites about my liger characteristics which I believed depicted me perfectly.

I m not someone who take criticism lightly. In fact I take every comment/opinion directed towards me to heart and that is so wrong because I m only goin to create more unhappiness in myself. I m not so proud to admit that I m a good actress, I hide my unhappiness really well. To be brutally honest, I kinda dislike the me who take everythin seriously and end up makin my life so miserable.

Then again, all these emotions are only shown to people really close to me, like family and besties. As for my other half, for the first three months a.k.a the honeymoon period, I'll be on my best behaviour and then after that, I will show my true colours /no

However despite all the criticisms that has been thrown at me i.e. fat, dramatic, blunt, sensitive etc, I can still sometimes laugh them off and all will be well except for one. All but one. Calling me an emotional freak.

To me, being emotional is equivalent to being negative. And so I really really hate it when being told that I m temperamental. Yes, I do cry when I feel overwhelmed, but that only happens when I m havin PMS and yes, I do throw tantrums, but which girl does not do that? So what makes me an emotional person?

When the first person told me that he could not be on my emotional rollercoaster together with me two years ago, I couldn't believe my ears back then. And he had to say it out after our breakup. So I shrugged it off, reassurin myself I m not the sort of person and at the same time hatin that person for his ridiculous comment.

Fast-forward to now, I have not heard of that comment since then until last night. 자기야 said it to me. Though I wasn't at all surprised since I was being pretty hard on him lately, testin his patience and all but my pride decided to be oh-so-righteous and took it upon itself to seek revenge. Cold war.

To be fair, I was already feelin extremely stressed out about lots of stuff and havin him labelled me as an emotional freak when he clearly knew what was goin on in my life right now, a cold war is pretty much justifiable.

Perhaps, just maybe, it's time for me to reflect upon myself and stop acting as though the whole world has owed me zillions. That being said, I m still a very much positive and optimistic person to everyone else.

Need to pray for a bigger heart in 자기야.

Hello 2014!

Blink. 2013. Blink again. 2014. This is how fast time flies eh? I used to have this wish to celebrate New Year's Eve with my besties in Sentosa when we were in high school but sadly, that dream never came true. With that and also all of my wishes to celebrate New Year's Eve. All I did on the last day of most years was to glue myself in front of the TV and watch Channel 5's New Year's Eve countdown programme :/ And the only time I got to celebrate with fireworks was when I had a one day trip with my cousies at USS two years back. Ohh well, better than nothin, right?

This year I finally got to celebrate with all most of my favourite people in the world! Before I go into detail of my supposedly very excited and happy party, let me first take this chance to curse wish some karma upon a jerk who decided to ruin our last day 2013. So.. we got into an accident. Because of this stupid jerk. Can you imagine, all dolled up so prettily only to be stranded by the road side, talkin to police? All because of this heartless uncle who may he never get a good night sleep due to his corrupted conscience.

Real time tweets.

So what happened was this Chinese uncle (middle aged I suppose) who was drivin a white Almeera on the slow lane, decided to switch over to the fast lane without givin enough notice, albeit with the signal. And there was this motorcyclist who was just next to his car hence when he switched over, the motorcyclist had no time to react but to hit the Almeera. Basically this was an accident between the two of them and had nothin to do with us but! as I have mentioned earlier, the motorcyclist had no time to react thus the impact from their accident was strong enough for the motorcyclist to topple over onto our car. As all this while we were on the slow lane, just behind the Almeera. For one sec, I thought we ran over a man. The horror. But 자기야 assured me that it was his motorcycle that the car tyres mowed over.

It all happened in a blink of eye so naturally we would not have time to react also, as if we had any choices :/ Coz the only way to avoid that particular accident is to swerve to the left and hit the divider. Sigh. As if all of these were not horrible enough, the Almeera driver chose to run away! Hit and run baby. Worse still, he actually did stop by the roadside on the right and got down. He wanted to cross over to see if the motorcyclist was alright but upon seein 자기야 attendin to the motorcyclist who happened to be quite an elderly Chinese uncle, he quickly got back into his car and drove off! What a nerve he had! Imagine our anger.

자기야 actually immediately stopped by the roadside once we registered in our brain that an accident had indeed happened and rushed over to the motorcyclist uncle's aid. Hero max haha. I, on the other hand, was too shocked that I just remained in the car based on 자기야's orders. And I kinda hated myself for bein in a state of disbelief that I had forgotten to write down the Almeera's car plate number. To be fair though, never would I have imagined that he would run away. COWARD.

There was actually a bus stop full of people near our accident area, who totally witnessed the cowardly act of the Almeera driver. Once the stupid driver drove away, I got down of the car for a little while in my short dress and flats (luckily I didn't wear heels if not FML) to let 자기야 know that the jerk ran away. The people in the bus stop were starin all this while omgdness. But it was also thanks to these people who clearly knew very well that we were not at fault at all, who can be our witnesses any time if they were brave enough to. The disappearance of the real culprit made it look like WE knocked down the motorcyclist. So we were like being judged by the passing cars who knew nothin obviously.

After what seems like forever, a passing police car (like in the movie! where got so coincident one) stopped by to find out what happened. So after explainin, the police allowed us to leave. 자기야 told me later in the car that the motorcyclist uncle refused to go to the hospital, kept insistin he was fine but the police managed to convinced him otherwise. So we left the accident scene and the poor uncle in the good hands of the police.

Car was injured but thank GOD we were not. The aftermath was not that serious but accordin to 자기야, it's gonna cost :S, car was still drive-able though so we continued makin our way to Doubletree Hilton to meet the girls and their other halves. Sorry to have scared my girls, especially Shelly coz I was whatsappin with her prior to the accident. She was so worried that she kept callin us and when we did not answer, she almost freaked out lol. Love you all for the concern ♥

Okay now, back to the happy things! Once we reached the hotel, we hung out abit in Windi's room and I got to try her Magic Curler and Chanel lippie! Mad love the curls. Obviously took some lots of selfies except they were all not clear. Was using Note 2's camera. Hehe.

Then we had our buffet dinner downstairs at Makan Kitchen before headin to the poolside for countdown! Was eagerly anticipatin the fireworks only for them to be covered by all those skyscrapers. Never mind, as long as we were happy! :D

The party goodies

The big bunch!

The girls

BFFs

Super dark pic of us waitin by the pool

After countdown we made our ways back home but first, let us take a wefie in the.. lift!

The guys

Posted the pic below on facebook with a super cheesy status lol. But I meant it ;)

New Year Resolution: Usher in all my New Years with you ❤

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014!

Till then, x!

A New Beginning. Again.

It was in July four years ago, exactly on my birthday that I began bloggin as a promise to my bestie. And from then on, I have had an on-off relationship with this blog. I m not sure if I m just plain busy or just plain lazy. Well I do believe it's the latter -.-"' I am a skilled procrastinator.

Been thinkin of what to do with this blog and hence began to start re-readin some of the posts. Most of the posts showed the exorbitant amount of unhappiness in me; over life, relationships and studies. Gosh, how much more emo can I be?

I basically blamed every emo post on PMS. Little did I know I had my own thinkin to blame. I have had both the best and the worst worlds when I was in KL, but due to the negativity that I have been buildin up over the years, I have forgotten to be grateful and appreciative. I can only remember the unhappy things that had happened yet I could not see all the beautiful things that was happenin around me at that time. And then I lost it all.

After comin back to JB for good (I have stayed in KL far too long for my likin), my mind went through a major makeover. Like literally. I had learned to let go. Of my past. The regrets and the guilt. I threw them all away. It was not easy at first but I am a much much happy person now. And I am proud of myself :')

So I have decided to save all my previous blogposts as drafts (still cannot bring myself to delete as some of them contained wonderful sweet memories). Hence this blog will be a brand new one again :) Thank you for readin up until here and feel free to stay for more updates, should this blog interest you! It will be a mixed blog with lots of vain pics, travelogue, food porn and whatnots :D

I Promise

Will I always be there for you? 

When you need someone, 

Will I be that one you need? 

Will I do all my best to, to protect you? 

When the tears get near your eyes 

Will I be the one that's by your side? 

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? 

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life? 

I promise, I promise I promise I will 

Will I take tender tender care of you? 

Take your darkest night and make it bright for you 

Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on? 

When this world has turned so cold 

Will I be the one that's there to hold? 

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? 

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life? 

I promise, I promise I promise I will 

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? 

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life? 

I promise, I promise I promise I will 

Yeah 

And I love you more every day 

And nothing will take that love away 

When you need someone 

I promise I'll be there for you (there for you) 

I promise 

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? 

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life? 

I promise, I promise I promise I will 

And I promise (and I promise) I promise (oh I promise you) 

I will be there when you call me (when you call me) 

I promise (I promise) 

I promise I will

This is my promise to you. I promise.

...

I haven't been bloggin, I know.

And I m startin to worry bout my short-term memory loss if I don't pen down all my memories asap.

I.WILL.TRY

A.L.I.V.E

Accordin to the title above, yes, I m still very much alive! Readin back all my posts made me realise once again, sadly but surely that I have unintentionally "killed" this blog, yet again. Despite my promises to update, update n update. Sigh.

My last real update was Christmas '10 (only Part 1, I didn't even know where n what's supposed to be Part 2, omgdness) and know what, Christmas 2011 is comin soon! And this also simply meant that I was "update-less" for the past one year :/

Won't make any resolutions for now but yea, I do have tons to update. Just need to get my determination up and runnin again.

Prayin that this sickness of mine will leave me much faster that I had initially anticipated :)

P.S: I m lovin this blog layout. Tried the new dynamic view. But all my widgets were lost due to the change. So being the computer idiot me, the easiest way out was revert :P That's it! No more narcissistic blog title! ;D

The Art of Photography

The art of photography, just like any other art, is identical to being in a relationship. It is beautiful, yet it can never be perfect. There will always be rooms for improvements.

The first moment you laid your hands on a DSLR feels like when you first fell in love with your partner. The rush of adrenaline, the uncontainable excitement and you can hardly wait to try everything with it. 

However, the first picture you took might be a disappointment for you are still a novice and have not acquired the correct techniques. Likened to the start of a relationship, everything is new, the joy is there, and nevertheless it is not picture-perfect. Thus, you keep trying; never fail to look for new methods and ways to obtain the ideal pictures. Until that one fine day when you have finally familiarized yourself with the camera and you are therefore at ease with it, the pictures you take will only turn out to be better and better.

In spite of the occasional dissatisfactions; the composition may be inaccurate, the lightings might be inappropriate yet you know these are changes that can be amended to further refine your skills. The same goes for coupledom. Akin to a technique in photography where the background is blur, however you will always know where your focus is since the foreground is clear and therefore will continue striving for perfection.

..

Tired 

has officially become my second name 

:S

She Believes (In Me)

Things finally came to an end. I don't wish to ponder over it neither will I do anythin bout it anymore. All I want to do right now is simply to move on. I wonder sometimes why it takes me so long to realise that some things are best left as they are and eventually everythin will fall back in place. Well.. one does not learn if one does not fall, right? We are full of contradictions, aren't we?

However, I m thankful for all that has happened, it's an experience in knowin that not everythin goes by my will, there are times where I cannot help but to let go. Sounds like I m tryin to convince myself, but I surprised myself. No more swingin emotions, no more litres of tears. Now I really believe, what doesn't kill me the first time is only goin to make me stronger. Comin to terms with how I m feelin is way better than denyin it flatly. I will not force myself to heal overnight anymore, I will allow myself time. I used to apply the "as-long-as-I-hate-n-be-angry-at-you-I-will-be-fine" method. God, I was so wrong. I miss me. The me whom believes in the things I do, regardless of people's opinions. And I know it wasn't plain stupidity.

I m sorry for all those hurts and worries I've put all my friends through, as much as I dreaded it. All that everyone has ever done for me will never be enough for appreciation with just a few words, I keep them all deep inside my heart. Do not cause yourselves anguish n worries over me anymore kay? Trust me, I m smilin now :) And I will continue doin so. For myself.

Never think too much in life

Good days give us happiness

Bad days give us experience

Both are essential in life

(quoted by someone whom I never thought cared for me so much)

If you ever goin to stumble upon this, I want to tell you, Thank You. You've really made me learned. We are both faultless, perhaps the only mistake we have ever made is to love each other too deeply in our own selfish ways. I believe you will not be goin through this any better than me, but remember our promise, we will definitely go through this n find our happiness ultimately.

She Believes (In Me)

While she lays sleeping

I stay out late at night and play my songs

And sometimes all the nights can be so long

And it’s good when I finally make it home

All alone

While she lays dreaming

I touch her face across the silver light

I see her dreams that drift up to the sky

And she wakes up to my kiss

And I say it’s alright

And I hold her tight

And she believes in me

I’ll never know just what she sees in me

I told her someday

If she was my girl, I could change the world

With my songs,

But I was wrong

But she has faith in me

And so I go on trying faithfully

Forever in my heart she will remain

And I hope and pray, I will find a way, find a way

While she lays waiting

I ask myself why do I hurt her so

What calls me on along this lonely road

Why don’t I turn around and head back home

Where I belong

While she lays crying

Cause she knows how my heart is ripped in two

I’m tom between the things that I should do

She deserves it all and I’d give it if I could

God, her love is true

While she lays sleeping

While she lays sleeping for me

Negativity

ARGGHHH.

I think I just burst out at a guy whom I believed his negativity is slowly killin me. Why do I attract so many guys who are so super bitter with their lives?!?

J once told me that I m similar to him, a super negative person. But I m not! Pessimism is contagious. Like seriously. When I first knew him, he was like the most negative n emo guy on earth. Thankfully, he has changed to a much optimistic person n I m happy for him :)

Please God, I pray that YOU will turn everyone in this world to be a happier lot so that there will be more smiles than frowns around :)))

:)

P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.E

Pretty much my state of being this past one month. For those who are close to me will know why ;) Nevertheless, I think I did divulge a lil on my previous blog posts. Hehe. Anyway, new semester just started which simply means I m a step nearer to my dreams :) Had a deal with K=> Oh See! (Our lil secret for now. Hehe)

Life basically consists of prayin, chattin with my all my loves, drama-ing, tweetin, assignment-ing (hates :S) n surfin aimlessly. Oh yea.. Not forgettin my October's edition magazines and also my extremely high well-stacked books. I need more time or rather more motivation to just pick one up n start readin. No life I know but I m happy.

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication, remember? :P

Stay

So many things happened, so much thinkin to do. Sometimes I really question my own maturity. Why is it that I m already in my 20s yet I couldn't even make a simple decision based on my own life?

I no longer know what I m lookin for in relationships. I always thought love was everythin, but boy, how wrong was I. It feels like I once had it all but ended up throwin everythin away. Somehow I know I did.

Why do I hear my own heart's breakin even though I know it's the best decision for us?

I only want us both to be happy.

I don't understand why is it always so hard for us.

Can you tell me?

Lisa Loeb - Stay (I Missed You)

You say I only hear what I want to.

You say I talk so all the time so.

And I thought what I felt was simple,

and I thought that I don't belong,

and now that I am leaving,

now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.

Yeah yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to,

I don't listen hard,

don't pay attention to the distance that you're running

to anyone, anywhere,

I don't understand if you really care,

I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,

and this woman was singing my song:

lover's in love, and the other's run away,

lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was

dying since the day they were born.

Well, well, this is not that;

I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure. You try to tell me that I'm clever,

but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,

and I thought that I was strong.

I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."

Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.

Yeah, I missed you.

You said you caught me cause u want me and one day you'll let me go.

You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

And you say, "Stay."

And you say I only hear what I want to.

Alone

I guess I m just havin too much in mind right now n I m gettin really tired, mentally.

I needed some time alone to myself.

I love my besties, they are honestly like heaven sent to me. I may not have any blood sisters but God was kind enough to send me six. That is way more than I could have ever asked for.

Till then..

Lord, I sincerely pray that you'll hear my prayers.

Let Go

Why is it always easier said than done?

I've been sayin this phrase far too many times as I'd liked to remember. When I think back, at times I do blame myself for not being able to stay grounded on the decision that I've made. How many times have you told friends who are always worried bout you that you are REALLY SERIOUSLY goin to give up this time? That you KNOW very well that lettin go is the ONLY decision that you should be makin? But you still so stupidly let yourself sink deeper n let everyone see that you're drownin yet they can't do anythin to save you?

Sometimes love is really not everythin in a relationship. You may love each other till death do you apart, but there are always other influences surroundin it. I've learned this the hard way n honestly, it took me wayyyy too long to realise it, even though I know it. Sounds confusin?

One friend told me it was because I m too loyal that I allowed myself to immerse knowingly into this. Am I? I do doubt, you know? When all everyone told me was somethin good. Only I know what really happened or am I truly aware?

Things get complicated by day but everyone's thoughts n perceptions are the same. Yes, I was brought up to be responsible for my own decisions and actions that no one's point of views should be embedded in mind. I should be listenin to my own heart n mind but what wrong does it make to listen when what others think are exactly the same as what was in mind? Honestly, what others think is not the crucial point, what I need was just a knock in the head so that some senses may flow out of it n of course, an action will follow through it.

I understand that it may be really hard to convince everyone that I m all grown up and that I know the consequence of my decision this very time. The decision is solely mine and I will not blame anyone if there's no trust in me. That's why I need time. Alot of time, perhaps? If only it can be measured.

I have absolute belief that I m baffling myself as well as everyone else who is readin this right now. Guess three in the mornin is definitely a no-no to update blog. Hope my mind clears off after tonight.

Have a paper later at 9am. Wish me luck!

I Have A Confession To Make

Like what I've mentioned previously in my blog, I've finally regained my freedom after what seems like years of torture. However, ever since I passed up my last assignment on Thursday, I've been procrastinatin till now. And the good news is, my first paper starts tomorrow. Oh how I loved my life.

I did not update my blog as I promised :( All I did for these past few days was to watch Gossip Girl. Alot of Gossip Girl. Even if they were only from Season 1 ;P

Nothin much happened this week, else than the fact that I crazily spent two sleepless nights just to complete my insane assignments and that I went for a bookfair (will post up my loots very soon :P) while at the same time, tryin very hard to get my life into perspective. Can't wait to be done with exams and update all that I should be updatin :)

I'd usually update both my blogspot and Tumblr together, so please do check out both yea. Thanks! ;)

Stressed or Desserts?

B.U.S.Y.

Assignments have taken over my life lately that I don't even have time to eat, let alone to blog. Sigh. And now I m stealin ten minutes' time to update my blog a lil lest that it will start to die off. Again.

A week ago, I told myself that it's only goin to be another week before I m free. Now that tomorrow's Friday n I m supposed to be oh-so-excited about my upcomin one week study break before things took a drastic great neutral turn. Hmm.. I don't even know how to describe.

Two assignments got a one week extension so that means I need to endure another week before I m finally free. That said, I m only goin to have like a four days break instead of a week before the start of my exams. Oh well.. FML.

It definitely has its pros n cons and I m choosin the pros over the cons. To make me feel better :P

And I m not lettin my emotions overtake my life ever again. No way :D

For those who are super stressed out now, try lookin at things on the bright side. Spell STRESSED backwards n you'll be surprised at what you will find ;)

My best STRESSED remedy ;))

P.S: By the way, my Tumblr has been updated. Do check it out too yea :)

Song and Its Lyric

What is it about me with songs and their lyrics? I love listenin to songs, I m sure most of us do but I always have the tendency to concentrate more on the lyrics. A song truly attracts me when I m able to relate to the lyric that came together with it.

Like the song by Hinder I blogged about previously, I had the song for more than half a year, however I only came to realise what the story was about after listenin to it by chance that particular day. Perhaps when I listened to it before this, I couldn't incorporate the lyrics into my life, till now. I guess I connect better with lyrics rather than dramas or movies. Though sometimes a song does have its surreality as well.

When I m drawn to a certain song, I can repeat it non-stop, be it in my lappie or in my ipod. I was havin this urge yesterday to blog about another of my "lyrical moment" but came to think of it, I just blogged about one on Thursday.

Nevertheless, I can't fight my urge and I do find the need to share it :) This song, "Do I" by Luke Bryan was introduced to me by Ren Sin. It took me nearly one week to savour its beauty. His voice was so charming and the lyrics, simply exquisite. Out of curiosity, I went to watch the video on Youtube, saw the many comments there and realised that it was a song shared by many couples, either together or separated.

Like I've said, I m a lyrical person thus the lyrics appealed to me more than the music video itself. Hence I cannot find any meaning of my own in the video. So here I m, repeating the song for its hundredth time ever since yesterday.

I actually do have many more songs to share, till then let me continue enjoy this meaningful song. Do check out the song yea, if you're havin a "do I" moment like me ;)

I wonder if you know I m missing you now. 

Simplicity ;)

“Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.”

Leonardo da Vinci 

I've finally decided to brush aside my stubbornness and upgraded my blogger to the Layout template! Phew. It was really such a breeze as compared to the classic one. Honestly I loved my old blog design and I've put so so much effort in edittin them. But then I realised there were so many problems comin up every now and then so.. like what the quote said above, simplicity is the best n I m lovin it! <3<3

It's cleaner and though still pinkish, it's not that pink anymore :) You should like it better, RS! :P I still have lots of assignments to deal with n I've already spent like half of my day improvin my blog. Hmm hmm.. one more week n I'll be free! Erm.. free of assignments only. Hehe. Still I can't wait!!

Now back to reality. Will be back soon! :D