Hammie ;)))

MUST WATCH!!

This is so so super cute! Now I know why Carmen was so excited in showin me this. Hope it makes your day like it made mine =D (on another note though, I hope my baby can be as docile as the hammie in the video =P)

She Believes (In Me)

Things finally came to an end. I don't wish to ponder over it neither will I do anythin bout it anymore. All I want to do right now is simply to move on. I wonder sometimes why it takes me so long to realise that some things are best left as they are and eventually everythin will fall back in place. Well.. one does not learn if one does not fall, right? We are full of contradictions, aren't we?

However, I m thankful for all that has happened, it's an experience in knowin that not everythin goes by my will, there are times where I cannot help but to let go. Sounds like I m tryin to convince myself, but I surprised myself. No more swingin emotions, no more litres of tears. Now I really believe, what doesn't kill me the first time is only goin to make me stronger. Comin to terms with how I m feelin is way better than denyin it flatly. I will not force myself to heal overnight anymore, I will allow myself time. I used to apply the "as-long-as-I-hate-n-be-angry-at-you-I-will-be-fine" method. God, I was so wrong. I miss me. The me whom believes in the things I do, regardless of people's opinions. And I know it wasn't plain stupidity.

I m sorry for all those hurts and worries I've put all my friends through, as much as I dreaded it. All that everyone has ever done for me will never be enough for appreciation with just a few words, I keep them all deep inside my heart. Do not cause yourselves anguish n worries over me anymore kay? Trust me, I m smilin now :) And I will continue doin so. For myself.

Never think too much in life

Good days give us happiness

Bad days give us experience

Both are essential in life

(quoted by someone whom I never thought cared for me so much)

If you ever goin to stumble upon this, I want to tell you, Thank You. You've really made me learned. We are both faultless, perhaps the only mistake we have ever made is to love each other too deeply in our own selfish ways. I believe you will not be goin through this any better than me, but remember our promise, we will definitely go through this n find our happiness ultimately.

She Believes (In Me)

While she lays sleeping

I stay out late at night and play my songs

And sometimes all the nights can be so long

And it’s good when I finally make it home

All alone

While she lays dreaming

I touch her face across the silver light

I see her dreams that drift up to the sky

And she wakes up to my kiss

And I say it’s alright

And I hold her tight

And she believes in me

I’ll never know just what she sees in me

I told her someday

If she was my girl, I could change the world

With my songs,

But I was wrong

But she has faith in me

And so I go on trying faithfully

Forever in my heart she will remain

And I hope and pray, I will find a way, find a way

While she lays waiting

I ask myself why do I hurt her so

What calls me on along this lonely road

Why don’t I turn around and head back home

Where I belong

While she lays crying

Cause she knows how my heart is ripped in two

I’m tom between the things that I should do

She deserves it all and I’d give it if I could

God, her love is true

While she lays sleeping

While she lays sleeping for me

Everything.. And More

I've just finished watchin 27 Dresses by Katherine Heigl. Like I've said before, I m a late bloomer so I will most often watch movies which are like at least a year old. This is due to my very busy schedule.. ahem.. Lol. Well unless the movie come up at the right time with the right companions beside, I doubt I will have the chance to make it to the cinema. Haven't tried watchin movie alone though, would love to try it one day. Maybe before I leave KL for good :)

Suddenly feel so excited just thinkin bout being bridesmaids for my two besties next year (their beautiful engagement pictures here ;) hence the post ;P Nono, I m not plannin for my own weddin just yet, perhaps in my dreams, yea n without the groom. Hehe. Which girl doesn't right? I m a sucker for everythin romantic, what's more a fairytale weddin. I m contented to be in the plannin team for now. Have faith n my time will come! :D

I guess this mood is probably the extension from my previous post, the beautiful love video. Oh.. How I loved weddings!

Oh yea, Happy Halloween everyone! Last day of the month. New dreams for the new month! :)))

Two Are Better Than One

This is a very beautiful video that I wanna share with everyone. It gives me the inspiration to find love with God ;)

I hope to find someone whom I can show him who God is and he will show me what love is.

Negativity

ARGGHHH.

I think I just burst out at a guy whom I believed his negativity is slowly killin me. Why do I attract so many guys who are so super bitter with their lives?!?

J once told me that I m similar to him, a super negative person. But I m not! Pessimism is contagious. Like seriously. When I first knew him, he was like the most negative n emo guy on earth. Thankfully, he has changed to a much optimistic person n I m happy for him :)

Please God, I pray that YOU will turn everyone in this world to be a happier lot so that there will be more smiles than frowns around :)))

:)

P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.E

Pretty much my state of being this past one month. For those who are close to me will know why ;) Nevertheless, I think I did divulge a lil on my previous blog posts. Hehe. Anyway, new semester just started which simply means I m a step nearer to my dreams :) Had a deal with K=> Oh See! (Our lil secret for now. Hehe)

Life basically consists of prayin, chattin with my all my loves, drama-ing, tweetin, assignment-ing (hates :S) n surfin aimlessly. Oh yea.. Not forgettin my October's edition magazines and also my extremely high well-stacked books. I need more time or rather more motivation to just pick one up n start readin. No life I know but I m happy.

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication, remember? :P

Stay

So many things happened, so much thinkin to do. Sometimes I really question my own maturity. Why is it that I m already in my 20s yet I couldn't even make a simple decision based on my own life?

I no longer know what I m lookin for in relationships. I always thought love was everythin, but boy, how wrong was I. It feels like I once had it all but ended up throwin everythin away. Somehow I know I did.

Why do I hear my own heart's breakin even though I know it's the best decision for us?

I only want us both to be happy.

I don't understand why is it always so hard for us.

Can you tell me?

Lisa Loeb - Stay (I Missed You)

You say I only hear what I want to.

You say I talk so all the time so.

And I thought what I felt was simple,

and I thought that I don't belong,

and now that I am leaving,

now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.

Yeah yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to,

I don't listen hard,

don't pay attention to the distance that you're running

to anyone, anywhere,

I don't understand if you really care,

I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,

and this woman was singing my song:

lover's in love, and the other's run away,

lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was

dying since the day they were born.

Well, well, this is not that;

I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure. You try to tell me that I'm clever,

but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,

and I thought that I was strong.

I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."

Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.

Yeah, I missed you.

You said you caught me cause u want me and one day you'll let me go.

You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

And you say, "Stay."

And you say I only hear what I want to.

Tanjung Sepat: Lover's Bridge

After the makan-makan session, we continued our trip to the highlight of this small fishin town, the renowned Lover's bridge.

I believed it was named so due to the functionality of the bridge, well you guessed it, for the villagers to go datin. Hehe. Must admit that it's an amazin place to be sittin on the bridge, starin at the stars and layin in the arms of your loved one. This what we call, blissful ;)

As we take our own sweet time strollin on the bridge, takin uncountable pictures (as you can see later), we came to slow down our paces n started admirin the beauty of nature surroundin us. How many of us have actually put work n studies above all else n when things do not go the way as expected, we thought it was the end of the world? In the busy world we live in nowadays, we tend to neglect the things we deemed as less, if not unimportant to us at all n only focus on the material gains.

Sometimes it's good for our health to just relax and enjoy what God has created for us. With scenery like this and wonderful friends to boot, who still needs money? (naive thinkin ;P)

Enjoy the pics! :))

The only group pic :D

The healin power of the tree trunk. Haha.

This cracks me up :D