Thursday, September 30, 2010

Tanjung Sepat: The Journey

Long long time ago.. 

on a beautiful Saturday in June, YZ brought all of us on a road trip based on yet another of his Google Map. Long story on why we tend to lose faith when heard of this phrase of his, "Trust me. We will definitely get there coz I have done my homework analysin the Google Map". Though it has been two years since we got lost, we couldn't resist harpin on this just to tease him :P

And so Karen, RS, Joseph n I took the LRT to Universiti Station to meet up with YZ. Before this, we used a great deal of effort to wake Joseph up. Numerous calls were made but guys bein guys, no amount of phone calls can wake them up. So I ended up havin to call his housemate to wake him up. I bet his room door was kicked down. Hehe.

YZ was secretive about the place he was bringin us to coz the night before we were so indecisive on the places to explore so we left the decision to him. As usual ;P However, he still needed our help to get there, therefore we got to know that we're goin to..

Tanjung Sepat

A lil info on this place. It is located in Kuala Langat, in Selangor. It's primarily a fishin town, on the Straits of Malacca. It took us approximately one n a half hours to drive there. Since it was our first time, it might took us a longer drive as we were unsure of any possible shorter routes so we just followed the Google map blindly. Well, Google is always our best friend :D

Pictures taken on the journey to Tanjung Sepat, hence the title of this post :) Oh.. How I love road trips!

Karen's like a small girl, hoggin the front of the train :P 

Tuesday, September 21, 2010


I guess I m just havin too much in mind right now n I m gettin really tired, mentally.

I needed some time alone to myself.

I love my besties, they are honestly like heaven sent to me. I may not have any blood sisters but God was kind enough to send me six. That is way more than I could have ever asked for.

Till then..

Lord, I sincerely pray that you'll hear my prayers.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

I Can Feel a Hot One

My latest A.D.D.I.C.T.I.O.N

All thanks to Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 03

Came to know of this song through that particular episode of GG. Been stuck ever since. Browsed through Youtube for the official video, as usual, can't find any. Nevertheless chanced upon this fan-made video of Blair and Chuck. Though not really a big fan of this couple (unlike EV :P), have to admit that it suits the melancholic melody of the song. Be warned, the lyrics may be worse.


I could feel a hot one taking me down 
For a moment, I could feel the force 
Fainted to the point of tears 
And you were holding on to make a point 
What's the point? 

I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man 
Make it so I won't have to try 
The faces always stay the same 
So I face the fact that I'm just fine 
I said that I'm just fine 

I remember, head down, 
After you had found out 
Manna is a hell of a drug 
And I need a little more, I think 
Because enough is never quite enough 
What's enough? 

I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement 
Hoping you would show your face 
But I haven't heard a thing you've said 
In at least a couple hundred days 
What'd you say? 

I was in the front seat, shaking it out 
And I was asking if you felt alright 
I never want to hear the truth 
I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine
My voice, it sounded fine 

I could feel my heartbeat taking me down 
And for the moment, I would sleep alright 
I'm dealing with a selfish fear 
To keep me up another restless night 
Another restless night 

The blood was dry, it was sober 
The feeling of audible cracks 
And I could tell it was over 
From the curtains that hung from your neck 

And I realized that then you were perfect 
And my teeth ripping out of my head 
And it looked like a painting I once knew 
Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact 

To pray for what I thought were angels 
Ended up being ambulances 
And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter 
She was crying inside your stomach 

And I felt love again

Wednesday, September 15, 2010


I think I m wrong again.

Let Go

Why is it always easier said than done?

I've been sayin this phrase far too many times as I'd liked to remember. When I think back, at times I do blame myself for not being able to stay grounded on the decision that I've made. How many times have you told friends who are always worried bout you that you are REALLY SERIOUSLY goin to give up this time? That you KNOW very well that lettin go is the ONLY decision that you should be makin? But you still so stupidly let yourself sink deeper n let everyone see that you're drownin yet they can't do anythin to save you?

Sometimes love is really not everythin in a relationship. You may love each other till death do you apart, but there are always other influences surroundin it. I've learned this the hard way n honestly, it took me wayyyy too long to realise it, even though I know it. Sounds confusin?

One friend told me it was because I m too loyal that I allowed myself to immerse knowingly into this. Am I? I do doubt, you know? When all everyone told me was somethin good. Only I know what really happened or am I truly aware?

Things get complicated by day but everyone's thoughts n perceptions are the same. Yes, I was brought up to be responsible for my own decisions and actions that no one's point of views should be embedded in mind. I should be listenin to my own heart n mind but what wrong does it make to listen when what others think are exactly the same as what was in mind? Honestly, what others think is not the crucial point, what I need was just a knock in the head so that some senses may flow out of it n of course, an action will follow through it.

I understand that it may be really hard to convince everyone that I m all grown up and that I know the consequence of my decision this very time. The decision is solely mine and I will not blame anyone if there's no trust in me. That's why I need time. Alot of time, perhaps? If only it can be measured.

I have absolute belief that I m baffling myself as well as everyone else who is readin this right now. Guess three in the mornin is definitely a no-no to update blog. Hope my mind clears off after tonight.

Have a paper later at 9am. Wish me luck!

Monday, September 13, 2010

Just a Dream


I m so so so super addicted to this song!! That I can't help but to blog about it. This song was originally by Nelly. A Taiwanese, presumably an ABC judgin from his accent collaborated with Joseph Vincent, a Philippines descent to work on a remix cover of this song. And his name is Jason Chen :) Assumably many of you have had heard bout him as he has done alot of covers before this but well.. I m a late bloomer. I've only gotten to know him like an hour ago through my roommie Karen.

But all in all I loved this song, both the original and the cover. The lyrics of the cover went through some changes, nevertheless both were superb :D Hope you guys enjoy it as much as I do. Kudos to all everyone who is involved in producin such a brilliant piece of music with wonderfully written lyrics :)


But but but..

I m already wayyyyyy in too deep. It's just too mesmerisin ;)))

This is the cover sung by Jason and Vincent :)

Verse 1
Let me tell you about a girl who changed my world
I don’t know just how she’s doin’ that
she’s on my mind, she’s takin’ my time
I’m losin’ my way but now she’s bringin’ me back

She’s my Ipod, I got her on REPLAY
I LOVE THE WAY SHE LIES and she’s making me wanna say
We like DYNAMITE, and I just can’t get enough 

Pre Chorus
What goes up must come down
now baby your not around
I’m layin’ all alone in the middle of the night 

Verse 2
Let me tell you ’bout a girl who changed my life
She’s a triple threat and she’s just my type
Voice of a goddess,
can dance to this flow,
she be turnin’ heads everywhere that she goes 

She’s my Ipod, I got her on REPLAY
I LOVE THE WAY SHE LIES and she’s making me wanna say
We like DYNAMITE, and I just can’t get enough 

Pre Chorus
What goes up must come down
now baby your not around
I’m layin’ all alone in the middle of the night

And this is the original by Nelly :)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

I Have A Confession To Make

Like what I've mentioned previously in my blog, I've finally regained my freedom after what seems like years of torture. However, ever since I passed up my last assignment on Thursday, I've been procrastinatin till now. And the good news is, my first paper starts tomorrow. Oh how I loved my life.

I did not update my blog as I promised :( All I did for these past few days was to watch Gossip Girl. Alot of Gossip Girl. Even if they were only from Season 1 ;P

Nothin much happened this week, else than the fact that I crazily spent two sleepless nights just to complete my insane assignments and that I went for a bookfair (will post up my loots very soon :P) while at the same time, tryin very hard to get my life into perspective. Can't wait to be done with exams and update all that I should be updatin :)

I'd usually update both my blogspot and Tumblr together, so please do check out both yea. Thanks! ;)

Thursday, September 02, 2010

Stressed or Desserts?


Assignments have taken over my life lately that I don't even have time to eat, let alone to blog. Sigh. And now I m stealin ten minutes' time to update my blog a lil lest that it will start to die off. Again.

A week ago, I told myself that it's only goin to be another week before I m free. Now that tomorrow's Friday n I m supposed to be oh-so-excited about my upcomin one week study break before things took a drastic great neutral turn. Hmm.. I don't even know how to describe.

Two assignments got a one week extension so that means I need to endure another week before I m finally free. That said, I m only goin to have like a four days break instead of a week before the start of my exams. Oh well.. FML.

It definitely has its pros n cons and I m choosin the pros over the cons. To make me feel better :P

And I m not lettin my emotions overtake my life ever again. No way :D

For those who are super stressed out now, try lookin at things on the bright side. Spell STRESSED backwards n you'll be surprised at what you will find ;)

My best STRESSED remedy ;))

P.S: By the way, my Tumblr has been updated. Do check it out too yea :)