Stay

So many things happened, so much thinkin to do. Sometimes I really question my own maturity. Why is it that I m already in my 20s yet I couldn't even make a simple decision based on my own life?

I no longer know what I m lookin for in relationships. I always thought love was everythin, but boy, how wrong was I. It feels like I once had it all but ended up throwin everythin away. Somehow I know I did.

Why do I hear my own heart's breakin even though I know it's the best decision for us?

I only want us both to be happy.

I don't understand why is it always so hard for us.

Can you tell me?

Lisa Loeb - Stay (I Missed You)

You say I only hear what I want to.

You say I talk so all the time so.

And I thought what I felt was simple,

and I thought that I don't belong,

and now that I am leaving,

now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.

Yeah yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to,

I don't listen hard,

don't pay attention to the distance that you're running

to anyone, anywhere,

I don't understand if you really care,

I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,

and this woman was singing my song:

lover's in love, and the other's run away,

lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was

dying since the day they were born.

Well, well, this is not that;

I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure. You try to tell me that I'm clever,

but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,

and I thought that I was strong.

I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."

Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.

Yeah, I missed you.

You said you caught me cause u want me and one day you'll let me go.

You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

And you say, "Stay."

And you say I only hear what I want to.